- Hating Mode
- July 29th, 2008
Whew! I've been quite busy these days since I have been given loads of scripts to work on. It's been keeping me really happy. Kekkaishi is such a joy. I just hope I can keep thinking about it so I can keep my mind off other less pleasant things like an annoyingly big ogre walking around our house. Kuso~! I'll probably be such a pain if I was a Kekkaishi hehe, since I will be threatening to annihilate a lot of people I deem "useless". Or if I had a DeathNote - heaven forbid or I won't be able to control myself. First on my list would be D----; then my stupid neighbors(darn, I just don't know their full names!); then I just may consider that ogre lurking around here... SIGH I am really in a hating mode today. I shouldn't let this get to me. Even otakubaba is getting into my nerves. I am so not in the mood to see her! Grrrrr!
I may sound really pessimistic but I am fighting it. Honest! I am glad Yoshimori was of help. He's actually my inspiration now. He's such a darling. Which is why I am planning on doing my usual rounds tomorrow. Maybe it will help clear my head. I need it in order to be able to work efficiently.
How does a good person start hating people? This question just popped in - well, anyway since I am taking about my mood I guess it wouldn't be too weird. I was just wondering - I always thought of myself a fairly nice person but somehow, people around me haven't been so nice. At least a few of them... I really hate people who are, first and foremost, SELFISH. There's no getting around people like this. Their despicable however you put it. Being friends with them is useless because you'll probably not matter at all to them. All they ever think about is themselves, themselves and must I add - themselves! The want to talk, listen,care only for themselves and that is what makes them soooooooo disgusting to me! Secondly, I hate PATHETIC people. I can take arrogant people, because you can deal with them by arguing with them or fighting them physically - at least in those scenarios, I can somehow get some satisfaction. But if a person is pathetic, how do you deal with that? They just sit there, pity themselves, BE MARTYRS(oh I really hate these people). And there's nothing you can really do but---pity them! How can you help people who can't even help themselves??? which brings me to the third quality in a person that I hate most; which is being a COWARD. Urgh! These people don't deserve to be pitied much more live! Even a worm cut in half can live better that them! That's how pathetic I see them. They thrive by depending on others. No will to strive on their own. They have no dreams, no will to make their lives better, no hope for tomorrow. They are like leeches or parasites.
I refuse to have those qualities I just mentioned. Although I was once like that - I have scorned it! I wish never to return form being a lowly human being. It would be such a disgrace.